Merry Christmas Ya'll

Today has been a really fantastic day.

This past week (not being in Price) has been really fantastic in general.

The one thing that made this Christmas unique from all the other Christmas' past was that my life-long (and I am not exaggerating here) friend/ Pen Pall/ roommate/ confidant/ fellow spazz got ENGAGED today to her perfect match!

I was lucky enough to be involved in the proposal!! It was a cute little 'treasure hunt' that involved stopping at my house and a few other houses to get clues, love letters and a single flower. So she shows up at my house totally out of her mind excited, and we jumped up and down together for a few minutes. I gave her the next clue and sent her on her way to the next stop.

She texted me a few hours later announcing she was officially engaged, and stopped by with her new fiancee a few hours after that to show off her stunning ring.

Congrats Brianna!!! We've been talking about our 'perfect matches' for so many years now, I'm thrilled you found yours! You two are so perfect for each other, and will be soooo~ooo happy together. 

This year my parents went overboard with the gifting, and I could not be more grateful! I'm writing this post on my new MacBook Pro!!! I am so thrilled to be able to have a computer in class to take notes, follow along with the slides, and Google stuff that comes up in class! 

THANKS MOM AND DAD!!

I head back to Price tomorrow morning for my 4 day work week, then back to Draper I go Saturday night to spend New Years Eve with my mom and Leslie!!!  

I am so blessed to have such generous parents, and wonderful friends. This truly has been a magical year.

~Courtney

P.S. Thanks for our lunch date yesterday, Eric!! 

12 things 2012 has taught me

In no order of importance, of course.

1. I can easily live on my own.
2. I am financially stable enough to afford a 'fairly new' car.
3. Utah is a great state to live in, until it snows.
4. My husband will either have to love Disney as much as I do, or learn to tolerate it.
5. I am ridiculously lucky to have done the Disney College Program.
6. Thus far, nursing school hasn't been as 'life changing' as I thought it would be.
7. I am not a fan of small towns, I'd prefer to live in a big city.
8. Sometimes Heavenly Father gives you trials simply to test your faith in Him.
9. I seriously need to get in a choir next semester. Not singing is killing me.
10. Going 5 months without seeing my family makes me cherish being with them now.
11. I need to work on trusting the Lord's timing.
12. I went to church maybe 3 or 4 times while in FL, but my testimony of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints has never been stronger. I learned that being an active member of the Church does not simply mean weekly church attendance, it's much more. Stay tuned for a post about this lesson.

I've learned a lot this year.

2012 has been amazing. I'm sorta sad to see it end.
~Courtney

The Most Amazing Year

When I stop and really think about all the things I did this year... it's almost hard to believe it really happened.

Before 2011 ended, I carefully wrote my goal for 2012 on January 1st.

I had no idea how many dreams would come true this year. 

This year has been truly incredible.

I am so blessed.

January 8th, I flew alone, for the first time in my life, to Orlando Florida.

I wrote this post during my layover in New Mexico.

The next day I checked in to the Disney College Program with my bestest friend, Leslie.

It was a long day, stressful, and exciting.

Leslie and I were put in separate apartments, which turned out to be blessings in disguise.

She became very good friends with her roommates, 

and I got to meet girls from all over the world.

Character Performer training was honestly an amazing experience. 

I can't share any details, sorry. I'm trusted to keep the magic alive.

Before I knew it, I was out working. 

Bringing smiles to people's faces. Giving hugs and autographs.

I had the best job in all of Walt Disney World.

I had amazing roommates.

And fantastic fellow character performer friends

I played in Disney Parks every day for 5 months.

Made epic memories with my fellow characters

And made amazing memories while working, like this one, this one, and this one.

I got drenched by a huge fountain in EPCOT,

And spent a fantastic week with my parents and Nate. 

It was so good to see them after 5 months of Skype.

I could go on, and on, and on about all the amazing things Florida gave me.

I will remember the Disney College Program for the rest of my life.

Working at Disney World, hanging out with Mickey Mouse, that was one dream come true.

And how fitting that my life long dream of being a nurse came true at Disney World too.

I remember the day I found out I made it into nursing school like it was just yesterday.

So many of my dreams came true this year.

It almost doesn't feel real.

But it is.

I'm loving being Courtney, Student Nurse.

(Even though I look like a barber, not a nurse in that horrendous 'scrub' top)

And I fulfilled a ridiculous dream of owning a 'sports car'

(aka, 2 door car) (named Tink)

Obviously I'm not covering everything that happened in this year.

Tiny dreams came true this year too.

Like living alone (in Price for the summer)

and going back to Logan for the day.

and welcoming home a missionary and sending one off.

Turning 21.

Living in a different state.

Becoming a seasonal employee with Walt Disney World.

Getting an international Pen Pall (Hi Naomi!!)

and adding to my U.S. Pen Pall list.

Getting the high score on a nursing school exam.

and being with my family.

2012 was the year that dreams came true.

~Courtney 

I.... did it!

Behold!

My first legit semester of nursing school is over! 71 beautiful orange X's through the most... interesting semester of my life.
How did I do on my finals, you ask? Best of the class. Pummeled them. Rocked em. Aced both of them. You know what? I may not have been the top of my class, and maybe that pharmacology final wasn't a beautiful, gleaming A, but it did turn out to be a beautiful A-! I did well. That's all I particularly care about. I am continuing on in this program, and that, right there, is an accomplishment not every nursing student can boast.
Not every nursing student graduates.
But I'm not gonna be one of em.

No sir. I'm gonna get my R.N.

Courtney Brown, R.N.

I've got 3 more semesters until I reach that goal. THREE SEMESTERS. It's strangely frightening, knowing in 3 more semesters I'll learn everything I need to know to protect and care for people's lives. But I know I can do it.
And I've got a frickin fantastic support system behind me.

So thank you to my friends and family, and thank you to USU- Eastern for accepting me to be in this program. I may not like Price, but I sure like saying "oh, I'm in nursing school".
Best feeling ever.

Loves
~Courtney

P.S. happy 12/12/12!

Pondering My Future

I've decided that every month I'm going to answer the same questions for the 2 years i'm earning my R.N. I thought this would be a fun way to get me through nursing school. So here goes!

1. What are you scared of right now?
              my finals tomorrow and Wednesday!
2. What have you thought about most today?
             Christmas break. It's 2 days away!!! 
3. What did you learn about today in class?
              No class today!
4. What was your most recent test on?
              Pharmacology today, drugs affecting the endocrine system. 
5. What is your next test on?
              Nursing Fundamentals final.
6. What was the best part of today?
              Listening to the high school choir Christmas Concert
7. What are you stressed about?
              Making it through the nursing program without becoming a legit hermit.
8. What/ who do you miss right now?
             Salt Lake City
9. What did you have for dinner?
              Pancakes, bacon, and eggs! Thanks institute for free dinner!
10. What field do you want to work in?
              Oncology or a pediatric nurse.

When To Move On?

Yup. The post I've been forming in my head for the past few months is coming to fruition. And I realize this post will only reach the two people I know who actually read this blog. Kinda depressing knowing my own mother doesn't even check this blog out...

I digress.

Since moving to Price, I've fought the unhappiness inside my heart. I rationalized with myself that it took me 3 years to get into a nursing program, why on earth would I leave it?

Well, maybe because my Big City soul is decaying in this tiny town?

Or because I don't feel happy in the tiny hospital I do clinicals in?

Or maybe even because I don't feel challenged in this program. There are days I wonder if I'm learning the stuff i need to know to pass the NCLEX.

Not to mention my lack of friendships down here,

and the fact that every time I go home I seriously contemplate moving back in... 

which should be a huge red flag.

So yes. I will be applying to other nursing programs come January. 

Of course I'll still apply here in Price, It's only an additional year, I can suck it up, right?

It's just sad because I think back to this moment, when I completely lost my marbles with excitement to be accepted to this program. And now I'm here... and I'd give anything to be back in Florida.

Obviously I'm insane. Something needs to change.

So it's back into the stressful (and expensive) world of applications I go.

Hi ho, hi ho, it's off to apps I go.

~Courtney

10 Clinicals Later...

Today was my last clinical for the semester, and I'm having mixed feelings.
Clinicals have been wonderful, because I'm applying what I learn, and I can see my actions having an effect on my patients. I get to watch the nurses chat with each other, and manage patient care. It's nice to move about, instead of sit still for 4 hours in a classroom.

But at the same time, these clinicals have been pretty, well, dull honestly. The patient's don't have thrilling diagnoses or have tons of holes in their bodies. In fact, none of my patients have even had a catheter. So I'm looking forward to next semester, where we do rotations in OR, ER and community health. Though I won't lie.. I'm a titch concerned about passing out in OR or ER... or both. Gulp.

Something clinicals has made me realize? I really like working with the little kids. Which, considering my babysitting past, shouldn't surprise me. I knew there's a pediatric floor, this isn't news to me, but when it really dawned on me that I could do peds... It was like this light bulb went off in my head. So now i'm adding peds to the list of possibilities, and wondering where I'll eventually end up.

Certainly not med/surge though, that's for sure.

~Courtney